Wednesday, October 22, 2003
The dreaded two week wait is over! It was harder than I imagined it would be, every twinge or lack of is analyzed in every excrutiating detail. Obsession is an understatement. Days when you feel nothing are spent depressed and assuming the worst. On other days reality peeks in reminds you that it is ok not to feel something this early. I speculated on every twinge and pull I felt. Is that good? Should I feel that? Or is that a bad sign? Crazy making I do say! I tried very hard to focus my attention elsewhere, but that is easier said than done. We have been trying for a long time and IVF is our only hope. A lot has been riding on these frostie embryos! I apologize for not blogging. It was hard to think about writing during this time. I didn't think my obsession would make for good reading for myself or anyone else. I am emerging from my cave now and hope to continue to share this journey with you all! = )
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