Felinius drenchius

Since I got the news about baby project 2003 I have had many up and down moments during the day. I think I am still in a period of shock while at the same time trying to accept it and move on to the next step. Within the next week or so we will be seeing another specialist, one who specializes in in vitro. He is supposed to have an excellent reputation so hopefully he will be nice. I did some research into what is next for us (we both want to know going in) and it seems like our next step will be
to try to get accepted into an in vitro program. There are several tests that need to be done before we are considered/accepted and it kind of feels like I am applying for University all over again when I look at the list of things to do. Many of the tests are minor blood tests and some I have had already like the hysterosalpingogram, there is only one test that kind of gives me the willies. Due to the nature of my problem we are classified in the "direct to in vitro" group instead of being put on hold until other options are exhausted. People are classified depending on the problem and what has been tried. I suppose in a wierd way it is good that we don't have to risk a bunch of failures trying other things, but for a lot of people those other methods work and they never have to resort to in vitro. I don't know I am still trying to sort it all out in my head.
I wish I had something happy and cheerful to blog at you about, but the last couple of days have been a little rough trying to deal with all of this. I didn't plant my veggies like I had hoped to yet, but tomorrow is another day! I have actually enjoyed being able to go to school and get lost in the science of Physics for a while. Today I got to map electric field lines in the lab which was pretty neat and in the evening played a little Everquest (pretty rare for me these days). I am also working on a new little project with my knitting that I will post pictures of soon. It is fun to see my knitting skills increase. Now that I have knit and purl down I have been experimenting with learning the various combinations in some of my projects.