
Happy Independence Day!
Dirk and I are looking forward to a nice day of relaxation, movies, barbeque, and just plain being together! = )
We have been asked for a blog update on the ivf process so here goes...
On June 16th we started the suppression round of our in vitro fertilization; one shot a day in my thigh of Lupron. The side effects from that weren't too bad. A few headaches, hot flashes and some major exhaustion, but only about a 3.5 on the cranky scale. Ok, I'm not particularly fond of needles - that's not a good thing considering where we are and what's still to come. Thankfully, Dirk knows his way around a syringe. He got his experience from injecting rats in his Bio-Psychology class. Not that he's fond of the procedure, though. I think it has something to do with the occasional whimpering and tears. :(
On June 29th we started the stimulation round. Two more shots a day were added to the mix. In the morning I do one shot of Repronex in my tummy (the thought of this really creeped me out at first). Then at night I do the usual Lupron (now at a maintenance dose) and a shot of Follistim (also in the tummy). The stimulation drugs, "stims as they are called", definitely make me feel tired and I must admit I might be a tad more cranky than normal (up near 7-7.5 on the scale). The other day I snapped at someone, but was removed enough that I was thinking wow who is that bitchy woman?? Certainly, didn't sound like the normal me. hehe Oh and don't even ask about my road rage these days!
Both the Follistim and the Repronex have to be mixed by us before administering. For example with the Follistim we have three vials of powder and one vile of liquid. With a large (I think the technical term is "big honkin") needle we draw up 1cc of the liquid, add it to one vial of the powder, mix, draw it up, and continue with the other two powders. Before the shot the needle tip is changed to a smaller needle (thank goodness!!). It took a little getting used to, but we are getting the hang of it now. I'm getting quite the collection of used syringes and needles to be taken back to the Doctor for disposal. When I look at them all in the box, I feel like we have already come such a long way!
Yesterday I went to the doctor and they looked at my ovaries to see if I was responding well to the medication and to measure the follicles I have growing. So far so good, they found five follicles in my left ovary and five in my right! Not quite a dozen. I feel like a hen with little eggs in my nest. Those hormones do odd things to me indeed!They lowered the dosage of Follistim so that I don't become hyperstimulated which can lead to serious complications. Tomorrow morning we go back in again for another look and measurement. If all goes according to schedule I will be having the egg retrieval next Wednesday (more visions of a henhouse and Dr. Su with a straw hat and basket in his hand...) and the embryo transfer any day between next Saturday and Tuesday the fifteenth. The actual date will depend on how they are developing and whether or not they want to transfer at the 3 day mark or wait for the 5 day Blastocyst stage. Whew... so there we are. So far it's been an altogether remarkable journey. I don't necessarily recommend it if you don't need it, but the whole process thus far has made us do a lot of thinking and soul searching about ourselves, our relationship, and our future. And I think we're the better for it.